Act 6, Scene 3

Falling apart piece by piece.

I should be use to it by now but this time is much worse.

I wait for the phone to ring but it never rings. Until I say I love you.

I wait to see your face. 3 days late it's an hour before I'm disappointed and you walk away again.

Then I wait for the phone to ring but it barely rings.

It's a constant struggle, all I can taste is blood my tongue so swollen I can barely speak.

I can't give up, but I can't give in.

Like a stupid sad love song "I just want you to want me"

Maybe I'm selfish, Maybe I'm dumb...

I'm growing weak, growing tired, growing restless.

What can I do? What do I do? What did I do?

Maybe I'm losing my mind....

I miss your warmth, I miss your touch, I miss your eyes looking into mine.

I miss that feeling of knowing your with me all the way, right by my side.

I don't enjoy this cold, I don't enjoy this distance.

It seems like at one point you were happy with me, you enjoyed being around me.

So I ask what changed, what did I do? do I need to change? tell me what to do and I'll sacrifice my pride to have you back.

Am I crazy?

You tell me that we're fine, maybe I just can't see?

Times are hard, and I understand, but I'm trying to be your crutch and you won't let me.

You tell me you will, that I'll be the first to know.

I know I shouldn't doubt you, but your fear is overbearing.

It's tearing us apart.

I lay here and wonder, I lay here and cry.

Worried and lost because of an uncontrollable feeling that consumes my very existance.

It's so hard to speak, and to look at you without wanting to runaway for fear of disappointment.

I'm not afraid of you, i'm afraid of losing you.

You tell me your not going anywhere, but sadly your already gone, you left about a month ago.

I bit my tongue as to not push you away with complaints and pointless conversation.

But it's not pointless, your everything to me.

You always were, don't you understand thats why I ran.

I didn't want to be the fool, I just wanted to be yours.

Two years later you were mine, I know it's not your intention but your running from me.

I can't be there for you, you won't let me.

I can't be with you, you won't let me.

I can't see you, you won't let me.

Worst of all our love won't work unless you let it.

I know I'm no shining star.

I know I'm nothing special.

I know I'm not full of fortune or amazing knowledge.

But I do know that I love you, and I know you love me.

So how do I get into your chaos.

I sit at home hoping I'll get a call, but the phone never rings.

I don't want to be with friends, what if I miss your appearance.

I don't want to see anyone but you.

I may lose friends, I may never leave the house.

But without you nothing matters at this point.

These words will prove to fail I'm sure.

I just want my girl back.