Act 7, Scene 3

Why does it bother me so much.

I should be happy that your trying to make yourself happy.

But I can't seem to gather whether I'm even a thought on your mind.

I haven't talked to you in 4 days.

How do you go from being in love with someone to not talking to them at all.

Was this all just a lie or am I just thinking to much.

I feel like a fool.

But it's only because I've heard 2 sides to the story.

I wanna be hopeful but I don't think you want to be with me.

You gave me no reason to believe it anymore.

Why is it so hard to be honest to me of all people.

It's so hard to understand why people say that they can't live without me as their friend.

Tell me why?

I can't talk to anyone about you.

Which means I can't talk to anyone because all I wanna do is talk about you.

I have so many thoughts running through my head and I don't know whats real anymore.

This is all just becoming so irritating and I just find myself so pent up with anger and I don't want to be mad at you.

Were the last 3 months a lie.

Did I waste my time?

Did I waste yours?

Was anything true?

It sure feels like it wasn't.

Maybe I should give up?

Is that what you want?

I don't want to walk away but maybe it's what you want?

I don't know.

Not like you'd tell me anyways.

I'm sorry I'm bitter. I'm just thinking to much and I have nowhere else to vent about it.

Not like anyone reads anyways........